I don’t trust shit.
I’m laying here in bed tryna figure out why. I wasn’t always like this, I was friends with any and everybody who came along. What changed me ? Reality. I came to the realization that in this world people don’t do anything but look out for themselves. Then you have people like me with the big hearts willing to help anyone I can. I feel it turning colder though. This heart of mine is not the same as it used to be. Never been heartbroken but a few cracks have hit close to home. My heart is getting colder as I get older and I hate it. I think it’s because I’ve seen people get hurt and myself too, get hurt and have people label it as a mistake that they made. But going into it didn’t they know it was wrong ? Why did it take til after to know it was wrong ? That’s what I mean by people don’t do anything but look out for themselves, I’m not saying anyone is perfect, I don’t expect people to be, but I think we all know what to do and what not to do. I can never trust anyone 100% because there’s always a side to someone you don’t know. I’m so cautious of everyone that it drives me crazy. Who would’ve thought that the kid always smiling and dancing around would grow up to have such issues with trust ? I guess that’s what the world will do to you.
Love all, trust NONE."